This past weekend was full of gigging and playing lots of violin. It was amazing. Even though I play monthly at church, it just hasn't felt like enough. Growing up practicing hours and hours and day and working your ass off is a crazy experience. My parents pushed me and eventually I got into my own groove, never like my young brother's groove, but it is what it is. Playing at church is a completely different kind of gig, because it's not a performance. It's worship. Therefore, I'm not really trying to necessarily do my best for the audience, but for God. Totally different, right? I need more opportunities to play. I need to play in front of people more, but with a group of course. I always did my best when I was playing in a small ensemble or a band.
Stay tuned for updates...
I feel like I haven't done one of these wish lists in forever. That's probably because I haven't been doing a ton of online shopping recently because of the new apartment.
Chasing Moonbeams Dress via Modcloth
Girls Got Plaid-itude Dress via Modcloth
Contain Your Excitement Coffee Canister via Modcloth
Striped Flicker Lacey Wallet via Kate Spade
Just bought this and a couple others...
Anchor Bracelet via Gun Rose
Third Degree Heels via Seychelles
Natural World Desert Plate via Anthropologie
Ganesha Tapestry via Urban Outfitters
1 comment:
i'll take em all. i'm selfish like that.
also, i was just browsing some of your karina archives and i'm pretty sure you just passed the anniversary of her death, am i right? anyhow, wanted to tell you i'm thinking of you... hoping you feel all sorts of love right about now and have lots of good memories floating about your head.
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